Read carefully. Really.
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Read carefully each article and post I published across my channels, pages, websites. Really.
That it could be helpful fot someone else in the future. I really hope so.
Don’t be a father if you’re experiencing exactly what I am involved in. I am thinking it every ****** day. Fortunately, letting false blood samples and tests out of this case, I am not father and considering all my mistakes, troubles and tortures, it’s a weight I don’t want to transmit on future generations.
I hope you might read carefully each single my post. Don’t BE FATHER. DON’T BECOME IT AND DON’T FALL IN THIS ISSUE. Not for yourself, but for your child. He/she shall inherit troubles bigger than yours. And above all - talking to you from the deep of my heart - if you already are it, don’t be like my father.
I have no longer words, comments on how to classify him. The worst creature, animal never would treat his son in the way he’s treating me.
No reason - even the most credible and important in this World - may justify what I am going through. You cannot imagine. Never give birth to a child if you’re not ready to go through my experiences and absolutely those worse than mine! Never let your future child be hold, managed by foreign hands without you could do nothing! He wouldn’t deserve it.
Read and think thousands of times. I am writing not for pleasure, not to become a writer or to be known on the Web. It doesn’t belong to my character. I am spending my remaining time, not much to be honest, to keep you and who is enough lucky to read me - alarmed, warned on my experiences. That it could help you. In my case, it’s too late.
Not being anything of special, talented, famous, celebrity, star, example - I wish - with all my heart - to have been useful, exhaustive and clear. A day - i hope you might say just thanks for the advice. Something I never got in time from anyone, especially the closest loved ones.